dwama chicky

Crud! they won't let me get on Facebook here! For some reason, they decided that if you're under eighteen, you have to use the children's computers, and of course if you're a child, you can't go to Facebook because it has, gasp, Dating/Social stuff! Aaaaahhh! How terrible! This "Face Book" is a menace upon our innocent children and our not-so-innocent society! The internet must be purged of it immediately!
Hmm..... maybe it's my settings. Maybe I could ask the librarian if I could change them... but wait, I think you're supposed to mostly use these computers for work. They might not like it if I go online and chat with everyone. Oh and btw, I can't chat with Mark now because of stupid Jack! He is always online now and Mark is weird out-ed enough because of the stinking changed relationship status!
Oh yeah. I didn't write about that...
Ok, so at chamber camp, which was reeeeeeeeeeeaally awesome, I met this guy named Jack. (I know, totally awkward name...) He seemed perfectly normal for awhile, until SOMONE let it slip that he LIKES me. As in, likes me. Of course I didn't believe him, because who would like me? And besides one of the girls in our group looked practically like a supermodel, (and she's really nice too) and the other girl is like a genius and has curly blond hair besides. So I just acted normal and didn't reeally notice that he was hanging around me an awful lot. Then, he added me as his fiancee on Facebook (or actually, he said "It's Complicated" first, then he said we were engaged)and I didn't think anything of it. Whatever, right? But then my cousin was like "What the!" so I just posted a status saying "i'm not dating this dude... lol" and everyone believed it except for.... well, everyone. Which is to say NO ONE believed me. Mark was like, "if you're not dating, then why does it say you're going out with him, hmmmm?" and then NiNi said "ooh, looks like SOMEONE'S a little jealous!" then Mark stopped doing anything on Facebook at all. Of course, I don't think he was actually jealous, because that would mean he likes me, and I'm sure he doesn't, but still! So I just acted normal with him, (which means not spamming his wall or anything) even though I felt bad because he had gotten rid of J.R for me (saved mah LIFE yo!) AND found Kitty's ring. But I didn't see why I should feel bad, because that would mean I like him or he likes me, and there's nothing like that between us. So then yesterday at Alex's piano recital, we were just hanging out and talking like normal, but then stupid Jack asked over Facebook to add me as his girlfriend, and I don't want to because Mark might get all distant again, and I am sorry, but I care more about Mark then Jack and it's fine because that would mean Mark likes me and he doesn't but WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!
I have no idea what to do. If Jade were online I could ask her, and she might be but I CAN"T GET ON FACEBOOK!!!! AAAAAAARRRRRRGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Crud, my session ends in ten minutes. I better go. And then I'll ask if I can change my settings so I can go on Facebook. Yuppp! Byeas!

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