very brattiness much of here

Fuck bucket, I am SOOOOOOOOOO pissed at the world right now!
You ask WHY? Dumbass, figure it out yo damn self!
I HATE mission ensemble with a passion usually reserved for Romeo and Juliet on their first married night together! It's full of perverts, gross chewing people, mean people, and horrible music. So basically, it sucks like a blowjob, but without any of the fun. (The guy has fun. The girl prolly doesn't.)
I also am extremely pissed at Sungmin.
Also at myself, because instead of practicing like the good little girl that I am, I watched anime on yooutube, and now I feel like assorted characters. But mostly like some of the many creepy perverts from Misery Ensemble. Honestyl, I don't see why Dad is friends with them! They're HIDEOUSLY fugly, and they have the social skills of King Kong. Oh, and their playing sucks. Any questions?
You know, my chest isn't that big. Not compared to my gut, anyway. I should SO go on a diet, but I don't have the discipline. I wanted to become anorexic, but I don't have the discipline for that either.
Fuck NO I am NOT going out to catch the fucking pigs! You fucking put them out so you should fucking catch them your fucking self! (And I mean it when I say Mom better not read this!)
Sungmin: why don't you help us catch the pigs?
Me: Why don't you?
Sungmin: Why don't YOU?
Me: Honestly, why don't you go lead by example?
Sungmin: Lead by example? What's that?
Me:You are just too dumb.
Sungmin: No I'm not! How?
MeL Don't you know what it means to lead by example?
Sungmin: Yes, of course I do!
Me: Then why are you playing dumb?
Sungmin: I'm not!
Me: Then it must be your natural brain capacity.
I know, I know, I was speaking very harshly, and that actually is unusual for me, no matter what I write. But hey, you can't blame me, I'm REALLY pissed!
I hardly ever say anything bad about a person to their face, and I don't like talking behind their backs either, but I do that too. Ugh, I'm very dispicable. Come ON! I KNOW I spelled "dispicable" right! Shove it!
Sometimes I'm extremely cocky and arrogant, and other times I'm depressed and emo-licious. Like now. It mostly happens when I'm pissed, so I try not to get pissed much. It's unpleasant for everyone involved, and once you start, it's not easy to stop again. Like, once you've done the whole tantrum bit, complete with locking yourself in your room, (which I can't do, because my room doesn't even have a frickin lock) screaming how you hate everyone, and announcing that you are going to run away, it's very hard to get back to your cheerful sunshine personality. So I try not to.
But it's hard, because I'm selfish enough to want to show my feelings to everyone and have them pamper and comfort me all the time. Just like a gifted brat.
But sigh, I'm sounding rather gifted even now, aren't I.
But screw that, this is my secret blog! This is where I write things like that so I won't have to unload them onto everyone else!
(I'm not good at bottling things up yet, but I shall indeed learn.)
Indeed.
For it was one of my New Years' resolutions.
Yes.
Ahhhhhhh crud biscuit with a moldy cherry on top! I have to go fuckin practice!!!
Wake me up when september ends.
Blahhhhhh.


xoxoxo~♥~