That, dear reader, is reffering to the little blister that adults refer to as Sungmin. They also refer to him as my little brother, but that has never been genetically proven. (Just about, though, given that he looks almost exactly like me, (except prettier! Snort!) with a freckle in exactly the same place on the side of his neck (Zac and Kitty have a freckle in the exact same place on their temples, it's very creepy)and the same hair color, etc)
I'm home almost-alone. Of course, being as the parents decided to torture me, Sungmin is also here. He's being a little howler monkey as usual, making a complete nuisance of himself. That's it. See if I ever make him anything again! Like, he's so dang controlling!! That is, he tries to be, but it mostly doesn't work. I think I told you about it already, but I'll tell you again. He says things like, "Hey, I asked you a question!" and "Answer me!" and "Turn that off right now!" and "Because I told you too!" and "Just do it!" It's frankly quite irritating, given his small size and all. He probably just has a bee in his panties. Wait, boys don't wear panties, do they! What the heck do they wear???!!! Do they go around complete bare on the butt? And, if so, isn't that very uncomfy? And isn't it indecent exposure?!!!!! EW I will never understand the male specimen.
I totes hope I'm not gay. It's my worst fear, to wake up one day, and go, "Hey everrbody! Guess what! I'm gay!" Then, everyone does their "acceptance" speech, and everything is groovy and hunky dory and whatever else baby boomers say, flattering themselves into thinking that they're cool. Anyways, what if I am?! Mom said one of our relatives is. Does that mean that I might be too? Because, isn't it hereditary? What if I am??!!! Ok, calm down. At least I know I'm not the boy half of the relationship, because I will never wear ambiguious clothes, and I'm pretty girly. Screw that, I'm totally girly girl. Not that it's a bad thing, is it? Can't it be cute to be a klutz? Well? (see now, that's the sort of thing Sungmin does) Don't guys like it? Although, I'd want a guy who's a little klutzy too, just so it's not a perfect/absolutely bad at everything relationship like in Twilight. Crud, now I sound like Jade! Soon I will start to say "technically" at least once in every sentence. I'm not kidding! She does that! Like, she'll say, "Technically, we need to go pick up Yvette and JoJo first, but I technically ditch all the time." Like, Jade, dear, you don't need two techinallys. You could make do with one. Or maybe none at all. But, that's how it is, isn't it? One's friends always have traits that get on your nerves. I probably annoy her halfway to tommorrow and she hasn't said anything. So maybe your best friends aren't the people who are perfect, but their the people who don't complain constantyl. I don't know...
BTW, I'm listening to Imperfect Girl, which is a very good song for me, so that's what's with all the perfection talk.
I'm so scared of high school that whenever I think about it, I freeze up and can't move or breathe. I think it's because of Madame Bovine, aka TiTi. Before I had the misfortune to meet her, I was looking forward to it. Jade said I'll be ok, though, but does she really know? It's fine to be left alone, if you like that, but for me, I'd rather be popular, or if not popular, just well liked. And, if that's not too much, I'd like at least ONE guy to ask me out. Maybe more than one, if possible. Jade was like, "You're ridiculously good looking, you know." I'm like, "uh... your eyes do work, right?" (Not that I actually said that) (I should have, though) People do say I'm cute or pretty, (and Asian people say I look "beautiful", but that's probably because their English isn't their strongest suite) but (at the risk of sounding like a wishy washy goodygoody etc etc 1950's orphan named Matilda Jane or PollyAnna)I don't think I frankly look too good most of the time. I need some eyeshadow or lip gloss to look presentable at least, or at the very least, a cute outfit and a pretty hairstyle. But hey.
Eh, they're back! Aseeyou!
(and David Archuleta is soooo cute!)
Byeas!
xoxoxoxo~♥~
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