i feel like cruddddddddddddd.....

I'm sick. Really. It was not just a (successful!) attempt to stay home from Chinese school, I really am sick. I think it's swine flu. Honestly, I feel so effin' bad it's not even hilariouso! I dunno.... No one's here.... I think I'mma eat a piece of bread and strawberry jam. I'm STARVING, which I dk why I should be cause I had fuggin' SUPPER yesterday, but whatever. Maybe it's a groth spurt.
It's so annoying that every single person in the world thinks I should eat all the time. Don't they understand that it feels GOOD to be hungry?? It's like what monks do, and see how wise and illustrious monks are? I met a monk or two in Korea. I should know!
Gah. I really do not feel very good. I feel all tired and draggy. Do I really have to go to dorkestra today? Although I have not yet seen evidence of any really gay people. That may be because we've only been there three weeks. I was concertmaster last time. So it'll be embarassing to be in the back! But actually not really cause I really don't care about orchestra. Not one whitle bit.
Ugggghhhhh what the biscuit I just sat around on the other computer reading Twilight Fan Fiction for awhile! I'm so mean. Fan Fiction cracks me up no matter how serious it is. Nyu.
UGHHHHHH STUPID F'N BUTT-FACE NOW I CAN'T THINK ABOUT INSTANT NOODLES ANYMORE WITHOUT WANTING TO THROW UP STUPID BUTT-FACE! SHIT! I wouldn't say I dislike him, but....
....I do not like him.
Not at all.
And the same goes for his lying, cheating, stupid, ugly, perverted, obnoxious, loudmouthed, awkward, insulting, clingy bff who is PROBABLY also his bf, as they call each other "love" and "darling" and end every phone call with "love you". Plus, they just look gay! But I will tell you who is SO NOT like that! It's Le Korean Hottie! Ever since I saw him, I knew..... He's the hottest guy everrrrrrr! I'm sure he has a HUGE one! And he has at least ten badass friends who hang around him and shower everyone with their utter and complete HOTNESSS! KYAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH I am sooooooo in loovvvvvvvvvveeeeeee! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ I intend to write him a LOVE LETTER! What should I say? Should I go for the sweet and innocent "Ever since I saw you, I thought you were perfect" or something like that? Or be all dramatic and say "I cannot live without you, my darling! My love!" Or whateverrrrrrr.......
Man, I'm acting like a deranged fangirl, all because I'm sick and don't even know my own mind! I bet that if I read this in two weeks I won't remember writing a single thing! It's good that it's the weekend. If I were in school, this would be le problemo.
Hey, where the eff are they? Chinese school ended at 12! What the heck is going ONNNNNNN???????
Oh. They;re back.
Bye.

xoxoxo~♥~