Happy October! 

I forgot to take my meds for one day (maybe two) and I'm all woozy and dizzy now and it sucks :( I'm just tryina live here, man.

I'm back at school now, and week 0 is officially done, so that's all fine and dandy, but I really have had quite a time here. On Sunday, I went out with Cruz and Eric. On Monday, I had a "date" with Andrew and practically stayed the night with him. On Tuesday, I went to the mall with Irene and Cruz and Eric (and got really sore because we walked like seven miles to get there). On Wednesday, Marissa and Irene and Cruz and Eric and I went to Santa Monica. Yesterday, which was the first day of class, I went to a party at Cruz's apartment. And today, Irene and Eric and I bounces all over campus gossiping and eating way too many sweets. And of course all along I was meeting people and hanging out with my new suitemates and stuff. So it was an amazing week, but it went by really quickly. 

I feel like my suitemates are scandalized by me, though? Like they all go to bed at 11 or 12, and that's before I come home, and when they do see me, I'm bruised and tousled from rigorous sex with an older man, or passed out drunk on the couch (or grumpy and hungover and late to class), or hanging out with groups of random boys, and like. What are these poor innocent children supposed to think?  I'm not the scarlet woman that they think I am, but I'm not exactly innocent either. So maybe what they're thinking is correct? Who knows. I'm pretty sure they all gossip about me, though, which is pretty funny, now that I think about it. At least they seem to like me well enough. They keep asking me for advice about everything. 

Fortunately, my classes are doing well. I'm really bored a lot of the time, but at the times that I'm not, it's all very interesting! And when everything speeds up in a couple weeks, it'll be super duper! I don't have a lot of homework yet, but maybe someday I will. Or not. Who knows! All I know is that I don't have any papers to write this quarter, and that is a tragedy. 

Today, I have callbacks for the acapella group I auditioned for. I'm excited, but also, I don't want to go. What if it's terrible? What if they kick me out on the spot? I dunno man. Who can tell what the day may bring. Also, it's 2 hours, and I'm already sleepy. I hope I can stay awake the whole time. Well, nothing ventures nothing gained! We'll see how it all goes. Right now, I think I will sleep for a few minutes. That's not bad, right? Nah. Okay, goodnight!