I would say that I'm going crazy, only I can't actually feel anything at all. I'm completely numb. In fact, if someone told me I was fat, I would just nod solemnly and continue on with whatever I had been doing. If someone offered me to go see Evanescence in concert with Crystal and Jade, free, and with Taylor Lautner serving us free food afterwards, all I would do would be to say, "Yay, let's go." With no exclamation point.
Because? Mark has a girlfriend. (He said so) And it's not me. (No explanation needed)
When I first found out, it was like I was actually in pain. I thought I was going to die. And then I didn't feel anything at all, and I still don't. I wonder what's wrong with me.