Saturday, August 7, 2021

 I slept in until 10 this morning (I woke up earlier, but I stayed in bed and lazed around trying to go back to sleep) (but I think I'm losing the ability to sleep a lot), drank coffee, showered, and then facetimed with Emily, then went grocery shopping, and then came back, made lunch and downed more cold brew, vaped, and cleaned my house. It took awhile, because I've been so tired that I have a lot of stuff to do now. But I did it! Now all I have to do tomorrow is clean my fridge, get gas, and do laundry. I feel so much better, because all the housework I have building up has been hanging over my head. Now I'm drinking more coffee and waiting for K to get here (she's sleeping over and we were going to go to the beach with the others tomorrow, but that trip has been postponed). It's going to be so nice. I haven't hung out with my friends for too long; the last time was N's party last week, but I barely stayed three hours, and I was a bit of a zombie. However, I'm done with my period now, and I've been doing better in general, so I have a lot more energy (hence me being able to do several weeks' worth of cleaning all at once). So it's going to be nice to see K! I wish we could see the others as well, but it's always nice to have one-on-one time. I have to remember that, and not be afraid of the intimacy. 

I'm going to start working more hours on some evenings, but that's good, because it will force me to do stuff and multitask instead of just flopping on my bed. I'm still adjusting to living a normal life, but now that I'm not using all my energy just to stay alive, it's a lot easier to get everything done.

Yay K is here!!