I'm waiting for Sonia to get back from going out to eat with her family so we can go out somewhere. She totally misses me (and Allie). Of course, I miss them too.
Gah. Anna's party is tomorrow, and I swore I'd go (and give Allie a ride too) but I'm supposed to be going out with stupid f-ing Bradley at the same time! It's ridiculous! I much prefer Anna to Bradley, but I already agreed to.... wait, no, I told Anna in AP Euro a couple weeks ago that I'd go to her party. HELL YES! No more fuckin Bradley! Er. Not that I really would fuck him. He's hideous. And fat. And white. And therefore disgusting. But it's the principle of the thing.
Why do I get picked up by so many guys?
Weird.
Maybe the school is inhabited by chubby chasers.
By the way, I'm not cheating on JTJ because he hardly ever texts me or anything. The most romantic thing he did recently (besides kiss me) was sharing his math book with me during second period because I had "forgotten" mine. (The thing is damn heavy. No way I'm carrying that all over campus all day. Especially with Palmer. Not that I actually do carry Palmer, but...) So you see? He is not into me and I am, er, not into him. Yeah. That's right.
OH! Did I write about our lovely date? I must needs check.
I mentioned it, but I didn't write in detail.
*swoons*
Ok. Think I'm good now.
So, he picked me up at my house, right on time! Squee! I do so love that trait in others, as it so rarely is evidenced in myself! He was wearing his leather jacket, and da-a-a-a-a-a-amn, he looked fine! I just about passed out right there! Of course, I didn't look so bad either. I had on my little pencil skirt (which I am coincidentally wearing now), tights, my purple camisole top (attractively tight and low, but not so much as to look like Lucy The Slut), my denim jacket that makes me look like I'm in a gang whose emblems are rhinestones, and black flats. I even curled my hair! And I was only wearing lip gloss and eyeliner! I was being so modest, I felt like a nun. People were probably wondering why I was out of the convent. Anyway, so we went off (in his mom's car! LMFAO!) and I unfortunately had to meet his scary mom and brother. Why WAS his bro there anyway? Did he want to meet the pathetic girl who would date his fickle fraternal family member? Or did he just want to spot him some booty? He looked like he hadn't seen any (except for Link's from the Legend of Zelda) for years. Possibly decades. Or at least one decade. He didn't look very old. I think he was about thirteen. The mom was really nice, but scary. Probably because she was so nice. It was kind of freaking me out, I mean, usually I meet up with parents who will do anything to put you out of the spotlight, including (but not limited to) poison, hitmen, and transcribed music for Baby for string quartet and solo oboe. But this lady was all over me asking about my schedule, hair color, genealogy, mother's maiden name, and social security number. Maybe she wanted to impersonate me. Anyway, we got out, and went to market night. It was really fun, and it helped that people seemed to think we were a couple. KYAAHH! ♥ ♥ ♥ then we went to Gourmet Pizza and he bought food for me. TURN ON! (Not the food, the fact that he bought stuff for me) we talked about random stuff, and he's interesting! He's actually interesting! I could weep tears of blood and joy! HE'S FRIGGIN INTERESTING!!! So then we saw a movie, and he held my hand on the way over ♥ and then we went home. He walked me up to the door, and then kissed me! I didn't think he had the nerve, but he did, and it was friggin weird, because I actually liked it! Whenever I thought about it afterwards, I got that gooey feeling (not in THAT way! Fuck you!) and got all blushy and shit. Kind of embarrassing to admit, but I'm blushing even now writing this. It's like a month later, get a grip! Sexy shit. But then he texted Allie to tell her that he had fun (and I did too) and yeahh..... It's kind of weird. Allie has been like an agent for both of us, working behind the scenes. I feel bad for her. Also for Sonia. Like, for sure. When the guy you loved for months suddenly asks out your best friend without her lifting a finger, it's got to suck. Although I don't know. I've never been in that position. But I must speculate.
Actually, he's been talking to her more now that he's been talking to me.
Good, right? Or something.
HOLY HELL, I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING! Maybe he's doing it to get close to me!!!
*SLAP*
Jasmine, Jasmine, Jasmine. You are Le Idiot Extrémee if you actually believe that. Get that thought out of your brain.
Oh, ok, Sonia's home.
Gonna go hang out with her then.
Bye love.
